Overcast (poem)
Overcast
Self-abnegation hunting insects
All chemistry or all dispassion
not dissected by ego and asked to answer
The tailored monument to Jones or Brown or Miller
We can’t feel surprised
What, Mr. Jones, is atonement
What, Ms. Brown, do you call repentance
How, Miller, do you ask forgiveness
You needed training…if your simple assignment
was to value solely the one assigned
If it were yours and you had some pride
His story is that he has
Atoned, Jones
Not blessed with all life’s graces
he judges, sizing others up he passes
Fair, that is, equal, gets distributed in a way not so
You’ve already paid, you are always paying
Ms. Brown is always borrowing, tends to repent nothing
Credits herself a year’s income, sells a few things
Uses the principle of 99
Thinks she’ll never live so long, tells her kids
retiring loans is making it on your own
No mercy
Miller says you can’t show weakness
Treasures this as an axiom of business
His idea broadly that others win
when you look like a loser
Though nine times put to the test, the tenth
maybe…
This, in a limited way, is true
Overcast
Side of Life
Field Marks
(2020, Stephanie Foster)