Jumping Off: Sand (poem)
Sand
doll-forms at craft shops bald sightless blockheads
you should watch tutorials on airbrushing rose into cheeks
think of a doll for every ethnicity
the minefield mechanics of noticing shades of blush
Populate a scheme to become a catalogue name
with burials in a fold and tab-together box
they were smoothed and glossed to make them shine
they were thin girls, pretty
deserving pretty names of loved girls
royalty in a pageant of velvet rope secluded
this tissue-paper nation lacked a peasantry
the terminus finds you tidally deciding
you misunderstand who they are
your ridged toenails in saltwater youthen
your crusty heels shed and soften
some of what lies dead seems rotting
these even scavengers ignore or shy from
some bring atoms of plutonium
survivors of the wrong type
not rally from the shower of comet dust
that fills the missing slot
You rise, in what should be an Aran sweater
chinos rolled-up
You, a slim clotheshorse
corkscrewing and fluttering, your hair
your abundant hair, your
garments breezing to your bones romantically
You recall in movies you’d watched
figures in slow motion run on beaches
camel-gaited amblers toeing wavelets
wistful piano tinkles and chordlets
strings bursting like flights of gulls
whuh-uh-uh-uh-uuuuuuuuuuuuh
whuh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uuuuuuuuh
whuh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh
you glare, you sing
other strollers were not born in nostalgia
Sand
Steaming
(2020, Stephanie Foster)