Eight: Loaded Language (poetry series)
Loaded Language
The housing of Dillard’s vital organs
A compress wrapped to resist untightening
Larded arteries under dress clothes
Slick heels on his buckled shoes
Cocked in a goatskin executive chair
His limbs clench at the camera’s disclosure
Despite he kicks in feeling rancor
He shoots from the situation room table
Remounts his seat in a sluice of warning wind
His black socks pillow
Despite he puts his ankles up
A button just above his belt is off
But Dillard’s Self in its flesh-bound husk
lives entrepreneurial
A loveable fraud like the peddler of Oz
If worse, he never seemed so
His actual wife, thinks of telling this
to the press
Thinks of appearing on a game show
Kernel Junior, dough-faced, pimples bright as tumors
thinks of killing
Dillard, their Helmsman, gears to speak
Strangers aggress themselves climbing the compound gate
The monitor Dillard watches on, cathode ray
He believes it, no one can hack these things
Feels smugly retrogressive as to technology
From other cameras, chaotic scenes
Sewing machines unused, uniforms half-crafted
Dishes in the sink draw flies
Khaki-sack-clad men and women
Oily-haired, shamed about the eyes
Weep boarding vans and give their names
“Let the unworthy leave us…the jealous…”
And he adds, a new address, “My Beloved”
“Let the losers,” he says, “flee to the arms of their
Lying exploiters”
He falls silent and Junior takes the microphone
Loaded Language
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Doctrine
(2019, Stephanie Foster)